so i was trying to go in order with events but after the last two days I've had it. i have 3 step kids 6, 12, and 14. the 14 yr old is my go to person with the baby, if i need to shower, finish dinner, do laundry, ect. 14 will watch the baby, feed him, change him, or just hold him and play with him. 6 is 6. 6 will hold the baby with a pillow on the lap and feed the baby with assistance. 12 i do not trust with the baby. 12 lies to me and my husband, and does stuff on purpose. yesterday 12 wrote a A on the wall by 12's dresser, 12 got grounded and got the nail polish taken away. this morning 12 woke up, snuck downstairs got the blue nail polish and continued to write on the wall. when i found out that was the first time i've ever screamed at one of these kids.
i dont know what to do anymore, this isnt the first incident like this, 12 had hide matches in her dresser, the lied to me and her father about it. I'm really stressed out and dont know what to do, and the only person im scared for is the baby, he cant tell me if something is wrong.
It is really good to have friends that are going through the same types of things, well not with the will or wont 12 set the house on fire, but the lying, and the omg what the hell is wrong with you. This stress is causing mad stress between me and my husband and i understand when i married him i married the kids, but i do my part as a parent. i just dont know anymore.....
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